Finally, exams are over! :D

Yay! Finally its the end of MST! Hope I'll do well, even when I didn't try my very best while studying! It's hard to stay focus yea' know? :P
Final paper today was PACC. Apparently, I was better prepared in going out AFTER the paper, then prepared for the paper -.- And there comes the panic attack! SHIT! I didnt practice enough! ugh, forget it.
Luckily the paper wasn't as tough as I thought.
Wait. Hold on. Did I just say "Luckily"? FUCK NO! Have you ever got a big red patch right smack at your ass? Okay, I did -.- After writing my last answer for PACC, I felt weird, so I looked downwards. Oh great, me see redness yo! BLOOD! FREAKING BLOOD -.- So, I wanted to just leave the classroom, don't bother checking my script. BUT THE PROBLEM WAS, how do I get up without letting people see my bloody ass?! I.M.P.O.S.S.I.B.L.E. So yup, obviously some people saw it, god bless their eyes o.o
There I was, stuck in the toilet feeling helpless! AND THE JOKERS SAVED THE DAY! My heroines! <3 Ailing Shushan Xueting went all the way to Clementi to buy me a shorts! While Gladys and Liting stay with me in the damn toilet! LOL! We're seriously destined to stay with the toilet man! XD But really a big thank you to them! If they didn't help me, I'M PROBABLY STILL STUCK IN THAT TOILET WAITING FOR MIRACLE TO COME =.= LOVE YOU GUYS! Of course! Not forgetting the three cute girls! XD Ceslie Hanning Huisi! HAHAH! Can you imagine 6 people slacking in the toilet? Taking the toiletbowl as chair~ I doubt anyone that comes in wouldn't dare to use the toilet! XD Epic! :D
So, after the whole drama, my life proceed on smoothly~ Went to meet chungzheng at Bugis, he's a serious shopaholic LOL! Can fight with me already XP
After some stuffs in between, went to main library to slack with jiamin and cz :D Game of LIFE! Kinda fun, but got distracted by Kinect halfway through the game. Looking at those people playing, reminds me of Playcraft! Ugh, I kinda miss the 7 day event at Cineleisure! Play all day long! Like a shiok!
Ate Granny's Stew for dinner and chatted kinda long? But, I actually do like this kind of slacking time :D I like to slack with friends, talk about all the topics we can talk about under the sun~ Especially when its a small group! :D Hard to find such chance, but not impossible :)
Alright, I've really TYPED ALOT today, AT THIS GODLY HOUR! 2.34AM XP
So...... ITS TIME TO SLEEP! NIGHTS! <3

Oh, did I mention how I'm feeling right now?

Sigh, there's so much things to do yet so little time >.< Yet, that's not what made me feel this way. It's "you". I seriously feel uneasy when you're around. In fact, I feel scared? You're kinda scary, creepy. When I'm afraid of someone, I really can't hide my expressions well. That's my weak point. Because when I'm afraid of you, to me, you're no longer normal human who I can communicate normally. I can sense your strong sarcasm whenever you open your mouth, and I hate the point that I have to swallow it silently. Weeping deep down in my heart, but I don't know who to turn to, who to talk to. I guess, I'll just have to throw it into the Recycle Bin, and empty it. Stop hinting, I get your point. But apparently I don't give a damn. So shut up.
I may sound harsh, but I'm just an ordinary girl who's feeling weak now. I hope things will turn better. I hope.

Things are getting better, I guess?

12:44 PM

Woah, December already? Oh gosh! It's getting faster and faster! I don't even feel that months have past! >.< I'm getting older yea? :<

I finally got the time to blog, and yeap I guess things are getting better? Perhaps time really can heal, just how long it takes to. :)

Watched Yirong's video and really makes me think, what if i'm that one-minute fly? What will I do within that one minute? :/ SHIT LA! Shitting is the best thing anyone can do yeaknow? Its like releasing it to the outside world! MWAHAHAHA! XD

Alright, shall stop that shit topic, otherwise I have to continue blogging in the toilet :P

MST coming! Lil scared that I'm one of the bottom ones again! ugh... Seriously 不知量力and enter such course! Should just enter some shitty course that matches my level lo -.- NEVERMIND! SHALL MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT! NEVER GIVE UP RIGHT? :D

Just went to cut my fringe, and yeah, idk whether I regretted anot -.- sneak peek?

weird? ._. urgh forget it. I always get weird comments when i cut my fringe! #livewithit

I WANT BIG EYESSSSSSS. O.O

My eyes really one big one small oO I HATE IT! :< plastic surgery? :/ maybe when I grow older :P shhhh!

alrightxzx! shall spam some photos and my mugging STARTS!

HANDSOME ~.~

omg...o.o

And here's the reason why I started to like red...

...

it's because of him.....

HAHAAH! XD

I'm starting to like his songs! :>

Time's running out, I have seriously loads of things to do within such short period of time. I'm really afraid that I can't do it, but I'll try. No, not try.... It's must! I must prove those wrong! Wish me all the best!

TTFN!

Badass? Alright then.

12:49 PM

Aries "最近容易得到长辈和上司器重，对方将给你不少机会，好好表现将能开拓事业新局面."
woah... freaky... how those horoscope people can write out these stuffs so accurately? oO

Whatever we do, OR EVEN when we didn't do a single piece of shit. We're always the badass. We're always the one who are the BITCHES in the wrong. WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT IS THIS? So since we're labelled as bitches, devils or whatever shit, then why should we try so hard proving them wrong? really. I'm tired of this already. When will this end? I hate this kind of feeling. Really. ;( We're forever being the "bad guys". Really thank you many many. Currently, life sucks .

Shocked, Surprised, Happy, Excited, Worry.

1:07 AM

Many things happen the past few days, mixed feelings :x Felt a little helpless in the start, really don't know who to talk to, or who I can talk to since its confidential. I really want to tell my close friends, but I guess its still not the correct time yeah? I hope time passes faster so I can finally throw this heavy stone in my heart AWAY! WOOHOO! :S
Feeling a little confused and helpless these few days, why everything became like this? Wasn't everything okay in the beginning? Must it turn sour all of a sudden? Sometimes I really felt like crying, but no way! I'm not those weak girls who cry when there's problems! Like it will help resolve any part of it! -.- I really hope time will heal, and you will really wake up. I really don't see the point wasting your life like this. It saddens and disappoints me, really. ;( Wake up.

Will time really heal? Its running out...

Utterly disappointed.

11:29 PM

Today's a long day, felt a little lost in the morning because Mum they all went Chiang Mai! Suddenly felt lost and lonely :( Hope they enjoy their trip! :))

Coloured CADC Month poster with 五朵花 :P they're so cute! LOL! Acted like kindergarden kiddos! HAHAHAHA! Crazy girls! >:D Cuer seriously talented in outlining stuffs! If I were to outline.... !@#@#$#%#$^ to the poster yo!

Went dinner at FC3, then went back to grab our bags and see Engleng Jiajun Chungzheng perform Jumpstyle! Jumpstyle like a cool man! I didnt know there's such dance! Why I so noob?!?! I guess I stick to much to BBOY alr! Time to open up! :D Gonna learn some interesting moves from lengleng! >:D

Tomorrow's Poly 50!! Finally its the day! Kinda sad that we won't get to train together after Poly 50! I like the feeling of us training together and cheering for each other to not give up! The feeling is so heart-warming! ;) Though tiring, it's worth it! All the laughters, panting, ouching~ HAHA! Let's all do our best tomorrow! No matter what's the results! :D (just dont DQ can alr) HEEHEE!

Sigh, I was disappointed and shock today. I always chose not to look at the fact, thinking that maybe you are just silly. I guess I saw the reality, finally. So this is the friendship we got? Okay. Then so be it. I dont treasure this kind of friendship anyway~ Not worth while to keep :) Syonara.

I wonder how will my life be if I'm a retard, no worries~ no sadness~ no rage~ only smiling everyday :)

LOL! I sound so emo! But I'm just thinking because I'm curious luh! But really. Life may be better this way? Everyday when I shit, I'll look at my palm. First thing I thought was, " Why are there so many tiny lines? "

Am I really having too much nonsensical wild thoughts? Sometimes my wild thoughts really damn lame, too embarrased to list some examples LOLLLL I guess I must stop thinking so much 无聊 stuffs alr! HEEHEE!

O.O NIGHTS!

Shall stop expecting, it hurts.

1:51 PM

woah, its been a long time since I last blogged! I've been really busy and tired lately! Always wanted to just take time to blog, but time did not permit me to do so! I did done some Mental-blogging~ sometimes, I really enjoy doing so, makes me feel better :)
Mixed feelings lately, after I gave up, felt really much much better! Its feels like I'm finally released from misery! Felt quite silly when I look back, but its alright! :P I didnt lose anything either! Bright side~ <3
I'm a strong girl! Nothing will bring me down! >:D
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So many events for the past few weeks! Bear selling competition, Poly-50 trainings, HALLOWEEN! MOB throwing egg thingy, debate event~ woah! Felt a little like a robot, but I really enjoyed it ALOT! Especially when it's fun and you enjoy together with your friends :P Time management, really have to juggle with my work and stuffs really well this sem! I promised myself that I must study hard, I really did! :D I actually did my homework! OMFG! can you believe it? HAHAHA! I hate backing out on something I promised with a cross at my heart, thats my yuan zhe!
Oh yeah! Didn't I mentioned Halloween just now? AWWW YEAH! we sure did celebrate Halloween this year! Have been wanting to do this for YEARS! F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.! Although not as scary as I thought, it was really fun! HAHAHA! Screaming at the top of your voice, like a fun! >:P Sien yee and I even went to scare the Scarers! LOL! Naughty us! Who ask him forgot to scare us in the first place! HEAH HEAH!

This coming Tuesday, mummy they all gonna go Thailand, Chiang Mai, back to Aunty & Meiyan-jiejie's hometown, sad that I cant go along lo! >:( but its alright! Hope they have fun and come back safely! ^^
Poly-50 next wednesday! So nervous! I'm the first runner! weehong went to put me as first runner just because he thinks I can "fight" with the other girls, wtf? So my safety not as important luh? He seriously doesnt know how to talk -.- Whatever luh -.-